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i am very unhappy with how my work is going at the moment.
I feel like everything i do is a pile of shit.
my work looks unprofessional, has no purpose and i am really not enjoying it.

i do not want to continue using medium format photography...
a- because of the unpredictable outcome!
b- i can see no difference between this and what the photo would look like if i took it with regular film or digital photography.
c- i can not afford to keep spending £12 to develop 10 photos, and for them to go wrong... my photos were developed half of one photo and half of another.. and cropped down?!?

i have had an awful week. an awful few weeks in fact.

i am not proud or happy with anything that i've done.